Just everything.

I'm sick of doing horribly on all my AP US tests. I wish Mr. Williams was my teacher again. I miss all my classes from last year. I wish I could go back in time and re-do things. I'm sick of people asking me if i'm okay and if i want to talk, because i'm not and i don't. I'm sick of getting glares from stupid catty bitches who don't like me. I'm tired of how you can't do anything without it being a big deal. I wish I had my license and a car. I don't want to graduate high school. I wish I was already accepted to UM and had enough money to go there. I wish I wasn't so tired all the time. I wish I could take all AP classes so I wouldn't have to deal with the idiots in Honors classes. I hate Chemistry and my Chem teacher with a fiery passion. I wish I only had to take classes that corresponded with what I want to major in in college. I'm sick of spending the entire AP English class listen to Mrs. Garafolo fawn over her favorite students. I am SO sick of The Scarlet Letter and hope Nathaniel Hawthorne is burning slowly in the fiery pits of hell for writing that torture device of a book. I wish I had a boyfriend. I wish the guy I liked didn't hate my guts and that everything would go back to normal. I'm sick of my parents only caring when it's convenient for them. I wish I was skinny. I'm sick of feeling like I'm not good enough. I'm sick of PSAT workshops. I wish someone would do all my college thinking for me. I miss Kylee and Nathan and want them to move back. I wish I didn't have to wake up every goddamn morning and drag myself to the same school seeing the same people and being so fucking upset about the same stupid shit all over again.