12 Confessions.

-I cry myself to sleep more often than not. Most of the time not for a specific reason, but just because I feel like I need to cry.
-I love someone, but I'm not in love.
- I'm really jealous of those two girls I hate because they have the attention of people I want.
-I fall for people easily because I feel like if I don't consider everyone, I'll end up alone.
-I make fun of the overly emotional lovey-dovey couples, but I really would love to have that.
-There's very little I actually like about myself.
-I hate to do singing competitions because I'm scared that I'm going to come across someone who's better than me.
-Singing gives me all the self-confidence I have.
-I would follow him to college. That makes me hate myself.
-I plan out every move I make and every thing I say out of fear of looking/sounding stupid.
-I'm obnoxiously materialistic and I secretly loath my parents for not bringing me into a wealthier household.
-I can be a pathological liar. I'm trying to break myself of it and I think I've gotten much better. I still give in every now and then, though.

I feel like if we could all make a habit of admitting things we don't want to, dealing with situations that make us uncomfortable or confused will be easier. Vulnerability isn't a weakness, it's a tool that can help further you in life and as a person.
It's taken me a while to figure that out.