I don't think you understand how much self-restraint I have to have. When I talk to you most of the time it's okay and I don't think about it. There are times now and then when I get reminded, but most of the time I can handle it. But it's when I see you. When I see you, there's no avoiding it. I need to watch myself to make sure I don't smile at you for too long, or say anything suggestive that sounds too serious. Every second of every minute I see you my mind is running with the same thought over and over again. And it takes a lot of self-restraint to counteract that thought.
The truth is, I love everything about you. Your whole appearance, your personality, your intelligence, your sense of humor. We're the same in every way, we always get along. You're the one guy I've liked that I haven't been able to find something wrong with. But I guess there's stuff wrong with me. I mean, I know there is, but I guess it's stuff that you are incapable of looking past. Because while you're my perfect guy, I'm not your perfect girl.
And not gonna lie, that kinda sucks.