More "Your Confessions"

My confession made it on the post-board thingy :)vvv
2711.) The one reason above all others that I love the Backstreet Boys so much is that even when all these other guys are jerks to me, the Backstreet Boys will always love me and never break my heart. Their music says so. :)

Now some that are not mine:

2777.) I want nothing more then to be with you. I wish I could talk to you like Id talk to anyone else. I wish it wouldnt be weird or awkward like it is. I wish it would all fall into place how it does in my mind, but I know thats never going to happen. Everyone says that you like me, but I have a hard time believing it. Please, just give me even the smallest sign.

2766.) I lie to myself saying I’m over you. I’m trying to make myself hate you, but I don’t think I’m strong enough yet.
(this oneeeee is pretty much the story of my life.)

2752.) I feel alone.

2761.) I’m afraid to graduate from college because it’s my safety net. I’m poor because I’m in college. I’m not dating because of school. I don’t have my dream job because I’m still in school. What happens after I graduate? I’m just a poor college grad trying to find a job so I can pay off all these fucking loans. Egh life. Make it stop.

2736.) I really hate you sometimes.

2722.) I want to tell you so badly how I feel. I’m just so terrified of the rejection I know I’m going to get.

2719.) You’re not worth the scars, effort, or time. One day I’ll be strong enough to believe this.

I think I post these because I'm too scared to say any of it myself; because I'm hoping that some day, the person who these are all aimed towards will read my blog, realize these are about him, and get the message. That way I won't have to ever actually do it and deal with the face-to-face consequences.
That, and it's also comforting that I'm not the only person in the world who feels this way.